It was an instant.

A blackness capture her mind.She didn't want to, but she decided to vomite, so she threw all her blue dolls in the toilet.And after that  placed all their black suits in the garbage.
She felt  the void reach  her forehead as she ran through the door.It wasn't her mind, not her heart, but  her shivering back  that decided-not this time Norma-not to die.To open the window and gave him her kiss